For years I have given more than I receive. And I pay no attention to it.
For I love because it feels good.
But to be loved back, how overwhelming.
Maybe because I never knew how overwhelming the kind of love I give.
The thing is, I’d do anything for you darling. No conditions.
I’d do anything to see you happy because it makes me happy.
But oh the irony that what makes you happy is also hurting me.
Ironic indeed.
I fell in love with someone who go through the same misery as I do.
We both share something different yet similar.
Both tragedies made into a work of art. Chaotic but beautiful.
We get along so well yet we love to hate each other.
Oh god, we do hate each other.
We were both f*cked up. We both need help.
And it wasn’t love.
It wasn’t a love story.
We could never agree to that, like most of the things we couldn’t agree with.
We were holding on to each other’s dear life only because we want to survive from the madness going on inside our heads.
Yvonne Alysha Marie Reyes was born, raised, and still living at Tacloban City. Her birthday is on January 2. She recently graduated BA Political Science at Leyte Normal University. She is currently a first year law student at Leyte Colleges. She is an advocate of environmental preservation/protection. She was part of our university theater ensemble (but was short lived). She loves the outdoors, ice cream even on rainy days, and music. She is introverted but also outgoing.
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